Had a tiring day yesterday and slept whole afternoon after meeting yan in the morning.Well...today i was browsing through my email and this is what i found...


I have nothing much to say,indeed. I just need to clarify few things with you. I've heard about your blog thingy and infact,i have read them. I know im wrong and now its time for me to stand up for myself although i know where my position is. The way you are telling people about your past relationship with me,and by putting my pictures in your blog makes me feel uncomfortable. Its like you are telling others that i am notorious. I was livid for a moment but i came to realise in mind that you have the right to do so as we are all free to do whatever we want in life. Firstly,i have nothing against you. I know i've did numerous amount of mistakes to you and took sadistic pleasure in hurting you. And,i have deserved my eternal damnation. I have tried to perfect our friendship but eveytime i did,i failed. It gets worse and that is where i get so mentally exhausted,i no longer cared. I know with the presence of the third party,our friendship turns out to be the way it is now. But please dont blame him for this. Blame me instead. I dont blame you either. Blame me for eveything,please. I decided to leave this friendship,of my own accord. Not because im being forced by him. We just cant be together like the way we used to. Furthermore,even if we were to get back together,it wont be the same and it will be back to square one. You dont need me by the way. Im incorrigible. Bury all the memories that we had and move on with your new chapter of life. Just let bygone be bygone.



email from her.
she doesnt want the friendship anymore..so what can i do?suggestions?anyone?k anyone gives counselling?cause i need them now..

Labels: i use to be someone u cared so much and now u tell me that u no longer care...well u made the choice..for all i know i've long forgiven u.

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