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Rafiqah's.



17years old.
Simple, yet complicated.
Happilly attached :)

for life isn't long, make the best of it,
love yourself, love others

Thursday, June 5, 2008


what have this school girl been doing and how have she been?this to?



THis!

Today is the end of study June camp but seriously i must say that i will miss every physics lesson taught by Ms Ng. When school reopens, back to Mr ****.OH MAN~ i have a high chance of scoring an F9 when he teach physics. =D


Overall i did benefit from coming down to school this four days. I've learnt alot and i will try my best to keep on track.




BOTTOMLINE: everything is manageable eventhough how hard is it and the best is not to complain or dwell on what cannot be done but what can be done.Furthermore, its better to try our very best to find solutions and not find excuses.Success is what i want to acheive in life so everyone better get a llife!!? hahaha




I think im craving for kebab from the night market but i can't afford to eat as and when i want. Only one heavy meal per day and no late night muching. hahah


If i do, there goes all the workouts ive been doing eversince 5-05-08.I started off with 300 skippings and then running on threadmill at the gym and lots more plus i dance at home.suke suke je but i sweat alot and i hope it works.




I wonder how much weight i've lost?I just dont want to weight myself now,Im scared that it will discourage myself from excercising everyday. =(


Well,everything can wait and focus on studies.


I've thought of lots of things lately, i am begining to feel the need of u in my life but at times seem unready.U have to break that wall that is holding u back cause it aint gonna get any better if u aint gonna change or take that step forward.I know and i can feel it.You want but you dont think that u can do a goood job and terrified of not capable to my high expectation of a boyfriend.


In life everything is a trial an error but if u know the answer to it better keep yourself distance from it but again to comform the statistics of ,'you know urselfs better',take that step forward and prepare to carry along the responsiblility as a teenager. i know u can and u will be brave and u can do it. I may not understand what u are feeling but i can tell u nothing is impossible to get it done.That is what i've always believe in.


10:09 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Tuesday, June 3, 2008

It felt like ages not blogging anything about my daily excitements.
Well i came to realise i only blogged twice last month?Some may say,'iqah,your better off without a blog?!its dead!?' whatever people~I dont care anyway its my wish and my say here

joey kept pestering me to update my blog,blurgh.its ok darlinggg,i still love u

currently i just had my shower and i smell gooooddd~ uhuhuuuhuuhhwoohooo0oooo~
it feels good na na na na nah~
Well well, had a long day just now and the day ended up with art class.Im having study june camp specially for the graduating classes whose sitting for d GCE 'O' Level .Its to help us,students to prepare themselves for the major examinations.SO,imagine yourself from 8 am to almost 6pm in school?how bad can it get?
answer: VERY BAD
especially when u have all the subjects lined up for the day.I think i've been thrown into deranged self,pratically im not mad but its driving me crazy.few months to suffer and im done =D

so far teachers have been teaching us new topics and for physics its an exchange teacher for 4 days.Thank god!!! and this week chapter is on Transformer.The purpose to increase or decrease in A.C(alternating current/voltage),its features which has two types:Primary coil and the secondary coil which wound around the laminated soft iron core plus its principles which states that the alternating voltage applied to primary coil,an alternating current flows through it and changing magnetic feild is linked to the secondary coil through the soft iron core.

ok enough of physics.

It was not a new thing for me that the whole class had to do journal writing,FAVOURITE!!!~~~

It was about reflecting on myself for the past 5 months. To be true, i was exonerated of any blame for the past five months at home and everytime it tears me apart. I really had enough,it already felt so bad not having my own room and privacy but its ok. Im looking forward my brother 'POP' and by the time brother finish his national service my sister is happily married and will be moving out to live with her lovely mother-in-law. YES YES YES YES!!!! i get the room to myself!!!!!! thats the best part of all.So lately i have been dreaming and pimples appear on my forehead.YUCK,i know.

stay tune to see the new look of my room.i 'll take the before and after pictures =D
hahaha

dear joey,
babe,i know u can and u will do it.
Even if its hurts i know you'll be prepare to face it.
Take it as a personal challenge ,ok? <3>


8:13 PM love like there's no tomorrow