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Rafiqah's.



17years old.
Simple, yet complicated.
Happilly attached :)

for life isn't long, make the best of it,
love yourself, love others

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
continuation of yesterday entry
oh yeah! regarding about my bag strap. During form teacher,James pass me my bag strap.I was bloody happy! He said that it was in Chan Yiap's bag.So that person played that game which no one wants to play along did all that.Had physics remedial and every ones bag was outside and It all happened during physics practical remedial.I was so stressed up upon dealing with physics practical on reflection.I was totally clueless!But i managed to find my way in handing a complete practical worksheet. A tap on my back :) Good effort iQa !keep it up!

So i was happily feeling good that i was able to hold on even tho i was stress up but when i got out of the lab.Found that my bag strap was gone and there goes the joy a moment before.I was shock really shocked~
Stone for awhile
and then me and Kamilah started searching for a bag strap^pathetically stupid.went to inform my form teacher and she gave me a plain black side bag and i carried it everywhere i go.Went to the Art Room,talked to Mdm faz and broke down. I just felt that i can't be so unlucky on experiencing such things like others playing prank.It totally chipped my feelings,i felt terrible and when dealing with other personal problems which i don't wish to reveal.How stressful can it get?Ever ask yourself about that?I need all the courage that God could provide me with.

Anyway,i want to thank Kamilah for accompanying me search for my bag strap.thank you Darla :)

As for today,i got lots to do.Wrote every incomplete work on my back of hand so i won't forget.
  • Sayembara Cerpen
  • study for maths test tomorrow
  • SEQ history question 3 regarding about the war in Europe

Oh meinnn!!!

Lots to do.OK for now i shall kick some ass.



7:42 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
another day of my life
today

first period was English,i had fun imitating the way she speaks.Just to elaborate on how much i miss Mr Peter for English lessons as he is way better then my current teacher.this year,we were assign by a singlish teacher who sits on the chair and teach the whole class.Imagine....everyone will be sleeping upon hearing her voice,lazy draggy voice.Whats more,she uses a mini microphone,why?as she cant project her voice thus she uses a mini microphone and carries it everywhere she go. She teaches us grammar,nouns and adverbs while she should be revising with us comprehensions as its the main component of the paper that we are facing difficulties with. I really don't get her.She should just have stayed home and take care of her daughter.



i just received a phone call and I'm not in the mood.sorry for this incomplete entry.

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9:08 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Monday, July 21, 2008
What a Day?
Back to the hectic schedule everyday.
Today was a different case but hold on,lets start from the top.
As usual i went to school early in the morning reached at 7.10am. I was having stomach cramps and keep quite the whole morning assembly. First period was physics and Mr Heng announce that we have practical remedial after school,hell yeah i went!
I was grudgingly sad to encounter the same kind of incident which happen to be that i lost my expensive GUESS Original school bag at Whitesand,a case of theft.Why mine?Why is my bag the greatest target?today is pathetically stupid, as someone(s) decide to play prank or the definition "games meant for childish brainless deprived childhood" on a classmate of mine and obviously me.The lucky chosen one.Blurgh~
i guess my bag out stand the other bags outside the physics lab,come on its Project Shop's sling bag.I wonder why that someone took my clip on bag strap?pathetic isn't it?the bag strap's gone?they could have taken my wallet or something else that even valuable but instead took my bag strap?! What crap?!
Its OK,i can always get a new bag although that bag has sentimental values.yeah its irreplaceable! u pathetic thieve out there be prepare to face the consequences I'm gonna search high-low for u.

Today i realise one thing,the things that i lost are all the one that i treasure most.Plus the most expensive things that i own.shall bring up the matter to the discipline community.c u thieve soon OK..


9:18 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Monday, July 14, 2008

the overdue pictures
three days back


i was caught with high fever,didn't know what cause it.As far as i am concern, i did avoid getting sick.Well,this tell me one thing and that is,even how much we can try to avoid it,it will still come and get us.As we know humans are not created to be perfect.i guess humans are not created to be perfect due to that we have females and males which then will get married someday.therefore life isn't going to be a burden or boredom alone.

which whenever one is not capable of doing something her/his partner will actually be able to cover that incapability of her/his.So this leaves me to say that its alright to not be able to do everything.what matter most is that to try and give the very best.which now leads me to say that it doesn't mean that i life is about love mate occupying our daily life's.
Things maybe hard but if we try to fulfill that every moment spent with something that is actually worth to spare time for.Such that it is able to buy us happy moments when we are ageing nearer to god.Not moments which will eventually last for awhile.Staying home and having close conversations with my parents had made my day. It really made the home feel full of happiness.Thinking that tickling,joking around and laughter is that antidote that everyone needs cause it brings the love that i acquire as a teenager from my parents.mum and dad,i love u guys very much.may god send u the message.


love,

ur daughter


5:58 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Monday, July 7, 2008

past few days has been so called"ok"

start out with my well spent saturday evening to night which is on the 4 of July ' 08


Went out around 6 met Rasyid and yaya then proceed to downtown costa sands chalet.
reach about 6 30-6 45
hug sastri and we went for a walk andd smoke.waited for the rest to come so and especially for the bdae girl which is yasmin. when yasmin and efa arrived we went back to the chalet and started to eat.rasyid ate two ikan pari bakar!finger licking!
ahaahha
i ate with him actually~
its was superb!using moms recipe.
after eating we suprise yasmin with her bdae cake and there was other occasions too like bdaes and anniversarys.in total we had 3 cakes.nice!!!yummmeh~
after hugging and thanking them all.we proceeded to the pasir ris beach as they drank and at about 10 30 i went back.i have lots of overdue pics to upload.omg!but when?ahah

Where the hell has every of my friends gone to?
am not a last minute solution your boredness
boy,you will get more then u bargain for so Watch Out!
its not this kinda test that im looking for,oh god.help me out


4:47 PM love like there's no tomorrow