true enough..nobody knows how anybody feels.the reason why nobody should expect anybody to feel how they feel is because we only know what we are facing but try to look both side of the coin.It does not mean she or he looks happy but she ain't thinking or worrying about anything.Well...not all would want to share want they are currently facing.As a teenager myself i believe everything i encounter is an extra experience that no one could buy from.It's just how you look at things.I'm worried sick about exams and at the rate I'm going.God knows where i will be in the future.i seek guidance since day one of life.I'm not that fascinated in learning but will give the best.maybe not outdo others that are born genius but just the minimum.my aim is to lead a happy meaningful life which i really hope that my family will get to appreciate one another be it their weaknesses,after all we come from the same mum and dad.with god willing.amin

It hadn't been a happy ending day for me.Today mum and bro had a heart to heart talk and i didn't stay too long at home cause i was assign to buy the groceries.when i came back i saw bro in his room,he didn't went out.


dear abang,
Its not that I'm imbecile.I understand but i wish i could take the pain away from you.Its hard and it is too for me.i understand mum for being like she is today evening but only we could change the way it is now.We are her children that she love and care.I know that serving national service must be hard on you and also having to maintain the relationship with your girlfriend is tough.I understand as I'm able to overlook the whole matter but sometimes its abit too much of a pressure to handle.I had enough nags and listening to complaints from both sides and i just want the weekends to gather back all the happy memories i use to have and get from both of us.To see tears roll down your cheeks made my heart sunk real deep and hearing your sad voice made me cry too.I just want everything to end.I just want to spend quality time together with the whole family.i miss getting to know everybody as everyone will be doing their own thing at home.No communication at home is just like living with strangers at home.that's what i truly feel.I pray for things to get better each day.Even now it feels like the matter is hanging.Just smile and look away and that memory of the good time will wash the pain away.i love everyone in this family.
love,
iqah

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