OK truth is i can't.I need u to call me everyday before i go to sleep.I'm so use to it already.Don't take that away from me?please? today i didn't get a good sleep cause i was hoping u would call me. i woke up every hour or so to check for miss calls.

On Saturday i went to collect my Victoria secret handbag and after that went to watch fireworks with joey and friends.I was hoping that someday u'll be beside me to catch the view of the fireworks together.sigh

after fireworks ended,i went back.Separate from the rest and took a stroll down town,alone.Took bus 65 back and got down at bedok reservoir and walk home,alone.I miss every meet up.Cause i treasure u so much .Get that in Ur thick skull my boy.Everything flashed back,from the first time we met and to the last meeting we had and that was 3 weeks ago.I truly understand that u are busy but i am too and still I'm willing to sacrifice.All that u say was,'i malas'.Its unreasonable cause u live not too far from me.both of us live in Tampines u know???

I don't need Ur sorry but i just want u to understand and that's more then enough.please don't play kites with me. IMY SO MUCH!!
I know i called u in the afternoon.i just couldn't take it anymore.Its so hard.
I don't want this.its a bit too much too handle.Please call me please
i hope that one day,my wish will come true.

Maybe i may not say it to u but actually i want but it so hard to tell.i felt that my lips just went numb and it couldn't speak up whats in this heart of mine.sigh i feel weak so weak.Every time my phone rings i only hope for a private number or Ur other house number but turns out not.Haven't i wait enough?Give me all the support i need




I never ask anything from u before.Today i want to ask u to understand me,understand what i really want.Not more then that.

9:15 PM love like there's no tomorrow