I'm hooked on storybooks-non fiction ones.It felt that it drag my concentration into letting my self be engrossed in reading so much so that i hadn't really think about anything else for sometime.Its a good thing tho but i wish i didn't even have to think whats missing at this time.i need Ur calls cause i miss it so much.Sometimes i assume that u are not in a good mood referring Ur voice when u called me.Which actually led to a boring conversation between us.I wonder why,sigh

yesterday went to the Padang and watch the whole event on the big screen.this event was formally to celebrate Singapore's 43Th independence.
So i sit quietly and enjoy myself and yeah away from all the thoughts that have be winding in my mind.

Waited for the fireworks and it was amazing not that i haven't seen them my whole life but i just like every bit of it.Again i wish it had more to it such that if he was there with me.Only if things will be able to held a serious conversation to sort things out calmly.Whatever it is I'm still giving u the space u need to sort out UR life out such that u seem busy all while.its OK i understand,whatever it takes i give my best OK. *smile*

After fireworks i went to meet sastri knowing that she told me fendi was there with rest of the girls.He came back to visit his friends here in Singapore.imagine all the way down here from Melbourne.cool?

they wanted to go drinking and i didn't say much but just hang out with them i didn't bothered cause i know how was it like as I'm was a drinker myself last time.Good for me that i have quit those bad habits.I'm just left to quit my smoking habit which is really tough right now.Rest assure cause I'm sure I'm find my way out of this mess.Anyway,what he said struck my mind.

'pompuan isap rokok buat per?'

OK ok..enough...everything is he here him there and everything Else will be because of him.I hope this will stop.

I'm going jogging later in the afternoon and will stay to watch the sun sets with joey.

After the mock exams i wish i will have the time to go explore Singapore once again.i wanna go to the night safari,bird park,ice skating and much more.i"ll wait for the moment to come i hope it will come soon.OK people i guess it time to end this entry of mine.u guys take care and do not get yourself into deep shit.Like i am in now. time to shower and pamper myself with the body scrubs!

12:50 PM love like there's no tomorrow