Maybe we are trying real hard this time but it seems like its not getting anywhere,like I've said before its between u want it or not.So this time its my choice since u cant make up Ur mind.Its a promise that we won't look back because we have to live with it.Truly i don't blame u cause i know the ending of our story.Its not Ur fault either i just hope Ur life will be filled with lotsa love in time to come.I don't want u to make a mistake being any longer with my presence in Ur life.I don't want to stressed u up with all my demands.I know u don't like it and so do i because i know it's like a force-to-do thing for u.i guess i will abandoned my hp since there no one to care for like i had before.Everyone gone,busy with love life and I'm sick and tired of everything.All my friends pisses me of with the boyfriend stories. I just wanna move on and do well in my studies and forget everything.Which i know its the toughest and the roughest journey to get to that goal of mine.Maybe someday if this is true,it will come back.I promise myself this will be the last time i fall for anyone and that is u.Whats love?the only thing i know i was true to you and i thought this separation won't come by but it had to.I dont want u to become a hypocrite to urself.
Dont worry i won't cry anymore.The moment i felt like crying, i'll tell myself why should i?When i know u are not crying for me.I dont know if u do cause if u are u should have long made u r decision and tell it straight to my face.Its either a yes or a no Not i dont know.cause i dont know dont exist for me.You have to be specific.Dont leave things hanging.You have the right to do whatever u want and for that i wish u the best in whatever u do.I have faith in you.If u ever feel like falling just remember that iqah never stops believing in you.Terime kasih cinta untuk segalanya.kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu,maafkan aku.


loves
Iqah

i have this letter written in ur thumbdrive but sad u cant read it so this was what actually i wrote...

Hanya kepastian yang ku menunggu kerna bagiku diri ini telah kian lama menanti jawapan yang tak terluahkan lagi?tapi seberapa lama lagi masa,waktu yang ku mampu beri pada kamu?kini ku masih mempunyai kesabaran yang tidak terhenti,bagi kekasihnya yang sorang ini yang telah mengambil jangka waktu yang panjang sekali.perit tau hati ini,hmph!tapi yang paling penting sekali kau sedari ku tidak perna menjadi kau sebagai permainan atau pertaruhan semata-mata.ku jujur dan benar-benar ingin bersamamu.jikalau dirimu tidak sedia lagi,ku tetap menanti dan tidak akan memiliki hati dan perasaan untuk yang lain.janji.

this is the second one...

hey love, You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.I love you if only you knew how much.Would we still be in love? if ever u leave me,will you ever come back? I thought we were going to make it till' the end...thats why i still want to get to know you after the first meeting and soon i realise that I wanted you forever.Now here we are,its a year or so that we are still contacting and im very comfortable with u just like u are with me.I dont want to loose this special thing between us may it last forever.but Sometimes i feel Fed up of trying and pretending to be happy.Just because i dont want to loose a very special person like you,i mean what i say suffian.I use to mind u playing your games but put yourself in my shoes.What would u feel if i would do the same?Or maybe take a different scene such that im watching a movie on net and u are on the phone with me?how would u feel if i were to say the same?But i guess your trying your best to please me.terime kasih kerana mencube yang terbaik =)mase balek hari yg kite gi mkn dekat beach road beh u main game i irritate u =) man U kental uh u!sorry uh u 1-4,jgn geram uh ok ;)I pon akan cube untuk faham u tapi please satu je?jangan ignore i urh klu busy pun kadang2 i kol mcm stgh maut sey, u masih tak angkat2 =(
i akan slalu ingat kat u.u!jangan delete surat cinta i kat u!TAW!!hahah! sayang kamu,selalu
yang tercinta,rafiqah

and this will be the last one.


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