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Rafiqah's.



17years old.
Simple, yet complicated.
Happilly attached :)

for life isn't long, make the best of it,
love yourself, love others

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Somehow i feel I'm going through depression due to work. I use to enjoy my working days two years back at an F & B outlet in town as the people are not stuck up by rules and regulations. F**k rules.

Rewind time please?
I'm missing all the people in Bistro Delifrance.The atmosphere is so much different from my current working place. WHY is it ;-


  • boring
  • same thing to be done over and over again
  • everyone so..
  • time pass so slow working in Six

ohhh my god?!?!people above

help me?!

i wanna be a star i wanna be a teacher i wanna be psychologist

most of all, I wanna be a full time lover. HEH

(Laughing Out Loud)

I haven't been sleeping properly this days i guess I'm thinking too much. *crycrycry*

I'll be using pp8 num soon.i don't wanna use line anymore,clear away all bills and I'm done,starhub 128 that is my final choice.Everything paid for and i need not worry of the increase in billing for every month.

sometimes,what couples do when in love,they dont take their time to think they might end up being broke like bf is now =). alalalala cian die..ni la orang besar fierce..but its good cause I'll have chance to buy whatever i want with my hard earn money.Its about time. yeah~

I shall be the clever one now,use pp8 128 everyone it really saves Ur money.

darling, like that i can top-up every week sey when my pay comes?everyday i flood Ur inbox?boleh per b?

b..i know you'll be reading this..

lets plan carefully on financial wise k?

may the stars light bright upon our presence..

may all be inspired by what we experience.

from minutes to midnight we spent time together

spent that night with non-stop cuteness and sillyness

it was all so lovely..like a dream come true..

to make time worth while for it is you that Ive been longing for

Every hour, minutes and seconds that we are together,lets make it to the very end

because the thing about love, i never saw it coming'

You crept up and took me by surprise and now its clear,

how madly in love I'm in with you

For rags or riches

i see and feel this love is true

& hearts u

to classmates reading this.Warning eyy,Keep your comments to yourself.

Dade lebah invest dekat bunge urh ehhh,bunge da takkan layu oik..

(heheheh)



10:03 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I'm so Exhausted but i insist on this entry

cause i just have to let this out.

Early in the day when i was at work, came in a china lady on the phone talking loudly and laughing.Siti and myself finds that she posses a fake laugh and it pretty much annoyed us.
She was on the phone and looking at the accessories walking back n forth the same path in the shop holding on to some items.Everyone could hear her speak every word Clearly and i mean CLEARRRLLYY..first thing first..

Did she just swallow a mega microphone or what?!?

A Eurasian couple was paying their items at the cashier where i am standing,He was pointing at that china lady who was talking loudly.The Eurasian couple was saying something to me (but i didn't quite catch them) and again pointing at that china lady.In the shop,was playing a song and when it ended,she was still on the phone happily chatting loudly.Some people are really inconsiderate huh?
Soon after she hung up and she didn't even buy a single thing from SIX accessories.

If i could video her.. i would.
she was like buzz buzz buzzing around the shop..argh!?!
like A very huge MOSQUITO!?



OK people I'm still confused and uncertain of what to really do to my hair.
Anyway i need to recharge cause i have a long day tomorrow. Goodnight my friends,take care and don't take drugs.




11:47 PM love like there's no tomorrow
Saturday, November 22, 2008
“Tension is who you think you should be. Relaxation is who you are.”
So here i am once again.
In front of the god damn screen posting an entry.Figuring out what i should be doing during this time of life. In the mean time before the release of the O level results in mid January. I'm working at SIX accessories for fun as well as to earn extra income. So that i could buy my own stuff without asking mum. Its been two an half weeks Ive been working,the first thing i bought for the second pay as its weekly pay is M.A.C make-up. Next week i will be buying the eye shadow. Make-up is really driving me insane u know?
Since when did i use make up huh?other then SPECIAL events...
Am thinking of what i could probably do with my hair..any suggestions?tag OK people?
I prefer short hair but many do not share the same view about me having short hair.
Actually short hair makes me look neat and tidy and its easy to manage apart from that I'll look professional because it makes me look younger. So did i add anything that I'm not suppose to do?
Should i have a hair cut?dye my hair?(but i prefer black)perm my hair?(its still quite short)
reborn my hair?(i don't quite like it because its so straight that it makes me look ultimately fat)
Anyone?any guide line here? OHHH gosh..you see now I'm having confusions so make yourself
useful by giving some suggestions and be sensible OK?

Guys and girls Of Changkat Changi Secondary School, I missing you guys so much ya'll know that?Please people take care of yourself OK?Till we meet on the release of O level results OK? I pray hard that everyone gets what they always wanted OK?Hey girls,don't forget to beep beep OK? and and When ya'll get your first pay lets go shopping?!!?!!?!?!?! Promise me OK?Just a little hang out together? please a please 10 thousand people please..

Anyway my dream...
Shall it not go the way i want it to be,What shall i do?Whats the other alternative?
I can't possibly Wait for miracle to happen,Which it won't.
I wish life was much easier in the art industry.Why isn't there anyone so smart as to offer a contract base on creativity for the Young's?Why must it be 5 O level Subjects!?!? Where are those millionaires and billionaires? Aren't their minds working good enough and their heart not feeling what I'm feeling? OK enough. All that Bullshits.aha =P

PS: Oh yes ,i don't do sorrys nor do i like the word.What goes to show if sorry was to be said?That things will not happen again? I bet it will,POSITIVE.Yes i don't say thank you that often do i want to say unless necessary.Im always not on time.Im not good at planning.Im not good with places.I can't make up my mind fast.i don't know what to choose to eat upon looking at the menu.I have difficulties of all that.I dont know much Cause im not good at such things.OveraLL o0o0 boring rafiqah,right? i know.
Hey whats important,i never expect much.A picnic will just do fine(no money is require except transport..Public transport will do just fine,yes the last i requested because i was tired but apart from that..you see...so simple yet difficult.Why?
In which two different worlds sees each others the way they want them to be but not realising they are not.Enough Of this.
Not this
he is my baby bouncer,went to visit my granny in yishun who lives with my untie and has a child.Here he is when he was small...





This was two days back and it was my OFF day,went to granny's place to see baby bouncer

Tired from all the play.He sleeps to recharge and get ready for dinner.this one cute baby makes my day. i love my baby bouncer but why name him baby bouncer?Because his notty and when i scold him he scolds me back. SAD u know!?!

anyway guys i think these entry will take sometime for u guys to read ok?soo dont complaint that i dont update as often cause i give u guys a whole lot of new updates. hmph!



11:00 AM love like there's no tomorrow
Monday, November 17, 2008

Truth is i do not intend to update my blog till there's major events going on.Like

what has just passed, the graduation night.It is certainly a night to remember the

long lasting happiness and of course Kamilah,"till we meet again".(Comform meet one la)

Yes i had a enjoyfull evening with all my fellow classmates. Taking pictures before

we enter the ballroom,during the event and




after because WE JUST DON'T CARE by john legend. itu tempat kite da bayar 40



dollar.So feel free ehk?! Oh im wearing a champaigne colour dress with an extra




touch of trench coat from Zara Basic to add a little bit of drama to my overlook.


The proud owner of winning the 'most faithful' award.Indeed,so much for being the


monitor huh james?! you got something to show off now?!ahah =P



Big THANK YOU To u James for being there when i went through so much.



AND AND Guess WHat?! this is mE la



Me & syafiQ
LOng last friends since p3

Sarah & mE


ssUkhy Sandu & mE



In the Toilet photoshoot ehk people?gerek pah?!




YO sexy mama!!??! wo0o0ho0o0~
from left to right :-
Me, Anisah, sUkhy & amyLy







A glass of wine keeps the doctors away?nEhhh..its coke, damn it ?!



Mmmme eeeee & ms nOrzIah















As usual,syAfiQ will always be the only guy.






























me n juLiana




This is My happy taufiq... THe award winning of the cutest guy!!he keeps us happy in class, thats for sure =D







9:48 AM love like there's no tomorrow