So here i am once again.
In front of the god damn screen posting an entry.Figuring out what i should be doing during this time of life. In the mean time before the release of the O level results in mid January. I'm working at SIX accessories for fun as well as to earn extra income. So that i could buy my own stuff without asking mum. Its been two an half weeks Ive been working,the first thing i bought for the second pay as its weekly pay is M.A.C make-up. Next week i will be buying the eye shadow. Make-up is really driving me insane u know?
Since when did i use make up huh?other then SPECIAL events...
Am thinking of what i could probably do with my hair..any suggestions?tag OK people?
I prefer short hair but many do not share the same view about me having short hair.
Actually short hair makes me look neat and tidy and its easy to manage apart from that I'll look professional because it makes me look younger. So did i add anything that I'm not suppose to do?
Should i have a hair cut?dye my hair?(but i prefer black)perm my hair?(its still quite short)
reborn my hair?(i don't quite like it because its so straight that it makes me look ultimately fat)
Anyone?any guide line here? OHHH gosh..you see now I'm having confusions so make yourself
useful by giving some suggestions and be sensible OK?

Guys and girls Of Changkat Changi Secondary School, I missing you guys so much ya'll know that?Please people take care of yourself OK?Till we meet on the release of O level results OK? I pray hard that everyone gets what they always wanted OK?Hey girls,don't forget to beep beep OK? and and When ya'll get your first pay lets go shopping?!!?!!?!?!?! Promise me OK?Just a little hang out together? please a please 10 thousand people please..

Anyway my dream...
Shall it not go the way i want it to be,What shall i do?Whats the other alternative?
I can't possibly Wait for miracle to happen,Which it won't.
I wish life was much easier in the art industry.Why isn't there anyone so smart as to offer a contract base on creativity for the Young's?Why must it be 5 O level Subjects!?!? Where are those millionaires and billionaires? Aren't their minds working good enough and their heart not feeling what I'm feeling? OK enough. All that Bullshits.aha =P

PS: Oh yes ,i don't do sorrys nor do i like the word.What goes to show if sorry was to be said?That things will not happen again? I bet it will,POSITIVE.Yes i don't say thank you that often do i want to say unless necessary.Im always not on time.Im not good at planning.Im not good with places.I can't make up my mind fast.i don't know what to choose to eat upon looking at the menu.I have difficulties of all that.I dont know much Cause im not good at such things.OveraLL o0o0 boring rafiqah,right? i know.

Hey whats important,i never expect much.A picnic will just do fine(no money is require except transport..Public transport will do just fine,yes the last i requested because i was tired but apart from that..you see...so simple yet difficult.Why?

In which two different worlds sees each others the way they want them to be but not realising they are not.Enough Of this.

Not this

he is my baby bouncer,went to visit my granny in yishun who lives with my untie and has a child.Here he is when he was small...