Look at the time?!

I'm still awake after working long hours just to fill time because basically every single one of my friends is busy with work and relationships.
boyfriend coming back soon,he'd smsed me.Saying that he'll be heading down to london for his last stop before heading back to Singapore.Oh boy i miss you.
Its alright just two more days to your arrival honeyyyy...yay yay!!

Anyway,i've bought some D.I.Y materials to help me get started with gifts for him.I hope the trip has strengthen that bonding of urs with them.

Lately, some things are bothering me.

I'm certainly not good in words to express it out,only the above would understand how it feels to be in my current situation.I don't need anyone to know or to understand how i feel because they never will,as all they care about is theirs.Why should i understand?When you don't?Why should i care?When you don't?Why must i get upset?When..your not?
See what i mean?Everytime i ask myself this few questions...i get confuse..uncertain..lots more

I'm never far away ?Was i?
Only the matter of, who you choose to cling on.
Ok save it,nothings gonna change as it will remain unchanged.No one knows what exactly it it.Do they..It just for you to know with or without me isn't it?

What have i done?Am i stressing you?For good or for bad?too little or too late?I kept it long because u meant something to me thats for sure after the days..months..years that ive got to know you.Well...i dont know about others.
Who shall i ask?
God sent someone will you?help me i plead


Today at work,i felt like jumping off the cliff.
Customers are so fuck'd up.
i receive two christmas present from the unexpected people..thank yoou siti and mei fang..God Bless...

i need to hit the sack soon yeah people..
getting late and im doing closing at vivo later on..

1:47 AM love like there's no tomorrow